In our last class, we recently talked about how to properly accept guidance and revelation. Something that really stuck out was the idea of not waiting to be "acted upon" by the spirit and instead searching for the spirit. The example that was brought up was 1 Nephi 11:1 compared to 1 Nephi 15: 1-2, and 7-9. These two verses show the difference between the reaction that Nephi had to Lehi's vision and the reaction that Laman and Lemuel had. In 1 Nephi 11:1 it states:
"For it came to pass after I had desired to know the things that my father had seen, and believing that the Lord was able to make them known unto me, as I sat pondering in mine heart I was caught away in the Spirit of the Lord, yea, into an exceedingly high mountain, which I never had before seen, and upon which I never had before set my foot."
In this verse, you can see how Nephi takes what Lehi says and decides to search for answers on his own by pondering them in his heart. When he does this, he is taken away by the spirit and experience revelation. This is an excellent example of how you can have a relationship with the gospel when you choose to actively study it. When this verse is compared to 1 Nephi 15: 1-2 and 7-9, you can see how Laman and Lemuel had a completely different reaction. In the verses it says:
"And it came to pass that after I, Nephi, had been carried away in the Spirit, and seen all these things, I returned to the tent of my father.
And it came to pass that I beheld my brethren, and they were disputing one with another concerning the things which my father had spoken unto them.
and in verse 7-9:
"And they said: Behold, we cannot understand the words which our father hath spoken concerning the natural branches of the olive tree, and also concerning the Gentiles.
And I said unto them: Have ye inquired of the Lord?
And they said unto me: We have not; for the Lord maketh no such thing known unto us."
In these few verses, instead of actually searching for revelation they chose to wait and be acted upon by the spirit. They chose to be confused and not ask questions concerning the gospel and were not guided by the spirit. When I look at the difference between Nephi and Laman and Lemuel, I remember how there was a time in my life where I didn't choose to actively ponder the spirit. I wouldn't pay attention in Sunday School and Seminary, and believed that just attending was enough to help me grow closer to God. This is not the case. It wasn't until I started attending Institute at UVU, that I really decided to actively learn from the teachings of the Gospel.
This action of me choosing to look for answers and to try and understand the gospel and follow the teachings, was as if I was in the river by the Iron Rod and I finally gained the strength to pull myself out and grab ahold of the Rod.
I have definitely had times in my life where I have fallen off the straight path, but the moments where I decided to turn back and hold back onto the Rod helped build my testimony of the Gospel. I am so grateful that the Lord placed the river of doubt next to the Rod so that when I fall, which hopefully will not happen again, I can climb back out and find the Rod again.
Thanks for reading!
Caroline
This action of me choosing to look for answers and to try and understand the gospel and follow the teachings, was as if I was in the river by the Iron Rod and I finally gained the strength to pull myself out and grab ahold of the Rod.
I have definitely had times in my life where I have fallen off the straight path, but the moments where I decided to turn back and hold back onto the Rod helped build my testimony of the Gospel. I am so grateful that the Lord placed the river of doubt next to the Rod so that when I fall, which hopefully will not happen again, I can climb back out and find the Rod again.
Thanks for reading!
Caroline
